This performance is a response to a story about my childhood, a myth
beyond my own memory. I am told my relationship with the V & A
started in the 1950s when my mother would take me and my brother on
frequent visits, sometimes daily. While she expanded into the space,
keeping at bay the stir-craziness of a young mother living in a flat
with two toddlers, we were instructed to behave.
It seems I would sit quietly for hours drawing pictures of the statues
whilst other visitors complimented my mother on her well-behaved
daughter. What strikes me with awe about this apparent compliance is
not that I learnt to study form so early, which I certainly did, but
that my two-year-old firey energy and strong will could ever have been
contained for such long periods.
Free Will @ The V & A (2009) then is not just a performance during
which I attempt to inhabit the V & A from the position of a free
child: it is a present to my young self, an acknowledgement of my
costly restraint. It is a celebration of the art of fidgeting,
running, jumping, touching things, climbing in, on and under them and
the general joy of doing as one pleases: the culmination being a crawl
around the café floor in-between and under the furniture.
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